The day I left I went through the memories of you

That amount of pain I’ve never felt before

Sincerely thought it was all over

I laid there wishing death would take me too

So I deleted all the memories

Every memory of you

Every memory of you

All the memories of you

Pressed delete electronic

Pressed delete biologic too

Painted all the images black so I couldn’t feel the blue

After the spit fists and shoves

I prayed God would erase all of you

After the knife to my neck and the fire in your eyes

I really thought I would die

I wanted you dead too

But all the black paint

All the black paint couldn’t get rid of you

All the ultraviolence

All the memories

Now I think I’m supposed to remember

Remember every bit of you